Seems I Missed Mental Health Awareness Month
With Great Power Comes An Even Greater Responsibility
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| The Scale of Justice may not be balanced here, but you can bet that in due time, it will be balanced by the Divine |
How do you protect yourself against a corrupt justice system when you are aware they used their position and power to protect the perpetrator to make certain an innocent person doesn't receive justice and make sure no one ever hears the victims' side of what happened???
You don't...unless, of course, you have a shitload of money, connections and a so-called family and frenemies willing to betray you for money. All you can do is speak your truth, even if you know they are gang-stalking and blocking you everywhere.
The saying goes that people don't give a damn, and to some extent, in today's day and age, that is unfortunately a true statement. It's certainly proven true in my case.
However, I didn't come here to be liked. I came here to fulfill my purpose, which may include exposing the devil and those who work in the dark with them.
At a risk to my safety and further damage to my reputation, I'm choosing to document everything and leave a digital fingerprint wherever I can, detailing what happened to me, especially since it involves my "mental state" which is under attack and the right to defend myself in a real and authentic court of "Law".
I can reassure you, that despite my mental health challenges, which I've managed quite well over the decades, as I create this blog post, I Joan A Brown is of sound mind and body, regardless of what those who stand to lose tell you or show you.
The motive behind this article is to advocate for me, Joan A Brown, daughter of the late John Aston Brown from Jamaica, W.I. because no one cares that there was a gross injustice committed against me in the Brampton, ON courts that should never have happened.
Illusions and Betrayals: The Plan is Initiated
I thought it began in 2021 when I made the mistake of sharing a basement apartment with this person, which ended with a cruel setup and assault by someone I truly cared for and supported to my detriment. Unfortunately, unbeknownst to me the drama, setups, and betrayals started way before the events that took place in late November 2021.
My struggles with mental health challenges were used in court to allow someone to get away with abusing me and more.
On the weekend of November 20th, and 21st, 2021 I was physically assaulted by the man I was living with from June of 2021 until the attack on that weekend in November.
This person was under the influence and out of control. He did something to me that caused me to fear for my life forcing me to call the police for help.
It seemed surprising to me that the police showed up at our door even before I got off the phone with the dispatcher, but at the time, I was grateful for the quick response because I was in fear for my life.
Never having gone through anything like this in the past I had no idea what to expect but I saw them put handcuffs on this person and take him and his 26-year-old son, who witnessed the attack, in a police car and drive away. I was driven in a separate police car to the intake police department where a female officer took my statement. I was sent home and told VS Victims Services would contact me.
When I asked what would happen to my ex, I was informed that he was charged with not one, but two (2) counts of assault on me and a restraining order was put in place to keep him away from me. These charges were claimed on my behalf because I did not ask for the charges to be put in place. I didn't have to, it was put into place for me; I assumed by the police department that made the arrest.
Victims Service: What Does it Mean Anyway?
Days went by, weeks and months went by...nothing. There were no emails, no phone calls, no snail mail, no one reaching out. I was left out in the cold...literally, in the middle of Covid restrictions with no support and no help even when I did reach out for help; ie., posting on social media for help only to find out my name was flagged and blacklisted everywhere.
The smear campaigns, gossip and slander did their job. No one wanted anything to do with me. I had no idea at the time that my main email account was hacked and all my contacts accessed. People I knew were contacted using the contact information found in my email accounts and turned against me as part of the evil plan to seek revenge on me, steal my identity, catfish me, isolate me, and pocket a little change while they were at it.
And while they're at it..."Let's hack her email accounts and use it on the dark web and really f*k her over!" While dealing with that, and meanwhile back at the ranch, I was consistently calling and or emailing the police constable who took my statement to try and find out what was happening with my case, to ask why VS ghosted me, and to complain to her that I was under attack. Follow the digital trail...
More than a year passed when I again contacted police services by email as I had no success reaching anyone by phone to get any news about my case. At that time and only at that time when I reached out to them was I informed I would have to appear in court 10 days later to face my ex-bf, whom I have since discovered told everyone we were married.
I am here to tell everyone, I was NEVER at any time married to this person, nor did I ever own a home with them. Bring on the lie detectors! The idea of being married to this person is not even something I would remotely consider due to the toxic nature of the experiences I had with him during the eight months we lived together. Toxic AF! Not my energy.
After checking my call logs, nowhere did I see VS made any attempts in any form to contact me after the incident happened. Certainly, there is no evidence they reached out to help me in the days following the attack, but I bet you they offered and provided support to my attacker!
Guilty Until Proven Innocent: Guiltier if You Struggle with Depression
On February 3, 2022, I was allowed on the stand for a mere 15-20 minutes to make a statement about what happened that night. The ex was sitting with his lawyer who used the majority of the time to question me about topics in my opinion had nothing to do with the events that took place that night. The judge asked me to step down. I was sent home.
My mental health was brought up, which shocked me as I did not see what my mental health had to do with the abuse I experienced, and I was not prepared by the courts to be questioned about such matters.
From my understanding, I thought I was being placed on the stand to tell the judge what had occurred that night that led to my ex-bf getting arrested and the subsequent charges.
That was that...months went by not a single word from the courts about their decision...nothing.
My Attackers Can Rest Now: Your Tricks Worked...Almost
In the meantime, my life took a dreadful turn for the worse in ways I did not know could happen to anyone. I was completely gullible and naive to the evils one person, group, and organization can inflict on a single innocent human being who has never done anything to anyone worthy of the types of attacks directed towards me over the past three years.
I truly believe the cool and detached upbringing, as well as the bullying I experienced as the only POC in my class growing up in the city of Edmonton in the mid-70s, prepared me for the level of cyber-attacks and stalking I experienced post-breakup with the ex-bf.
I have been cyberbullied, gang stalked, smear campaigned, reputation ruined, email hacked and people on my contact list turned against me, resulting in me being left completely isolated with no one to turn to for help; forcing me to literally run for my life.
Platforms where I had no problems before because "I was never a problem" wanted nothing to do with me, including my former places of employment who chose to block me from their websites and from contacting them. Companies that would have hired me in the past, wouldn't even consider me. I couldn't even qualify to work at Mcdonalds' or Tim Hortons even with 2 college degrees, because of the damage done to my reputation by the powers involved in taking me down a peg or two. Strangely enough, I was never on a high horse.
What it Means: Why? How?
Ask my haters...my guess is revenge for calling the police on the ex and bribes paid out to betray and end the life of someone who is not only innocent in all this but also because those involved are aware of how isolated they made me...for money or to support a professional narcissistic manipulator. They are well aware I'm in no financial position to defend myself legally (they've made sure of that), but first and foremost, it's because these people did the most in court to make it appear:
"She is mentally unstable!"
Additionally, some jealous relatives hate me enough to take money to commit perjury. They are watching, stalking, reading this article and knowing who they are.
What this means is that if you struggle with any type of mental health issues, your spouse, bf/gf, partner, family members, frenemies, people you know and those you don't know can in effect beat the crap out of you, assault you, and get away with it on the basis that you are mentally unstable and suffer with depression. That's it! That's all it takes.
Don't expect to be called into a courtroom to defend the claims against you, certainly not if your medical records, which were obtained illegally show that you were diagnosed with any mental health illness. Not if a lawyer can illegally gain access to your medical records, use family members in positions of authority to sign papers, or work with your disgruntled ex, while they keep you, the victim out of the mix claiming you're too sick and mentally unstable to show up in court.
"Meanwhile, I had no idea I was called to appear in court."
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| The Joan A Brown |
what happened to me and how my side of the story of manipulation and abuse never made the proverbial cut to be heard in court. People prejudge me based on my outward appearance. They looked at me and accused me of being the abuser.
Hated, used, and abused out of jealousy, my intelligence, and my independent lifestyle. It would be no surprise if these narratives somehow influenced the decisions on how to "deal" with me. Defaming me was the key and the focus; whatever it took at all cost.
I know little about the law here in Canada, but I should have been allowed to defend myself in court against anything that was said about me. I was not allowed to do so nor notified at any time, and yet somehow a decision was made.
If the courts notified me, tried to get a hold of me or sent out updates, they never got to me. I sincerely believe they were deliberately blocked from getting to me to suit specific agendas.
Lies told about me under oath by a disgruntled ex, greedy family members, people who don't even know me, people I have no connection with, including hidden enemies I have no contact with, all contributing fraudulent testimonies that were accepted in the courts as the gospel truth, not looked into or investigated. Why?
I learned that the case was closed at some point in 2023 only after having to take the initiative again to call the authorities to get an update. I was shocked that a verdict was reached without my involvement.
As a result, I requested the "court transcripts."
I was made to wait 6 months before a PDF version of the supposed transcript was emailed to me and only after I took a second initiative to email them to find out how much longer I would have to wait for the courts to honour my request to get a copy of the transcript so I could see for myself what was said during my case when I wasn't present.
Let me not even get into how I chose to handle those revelations...In any case, all is documented and archived so that if I'm not here to speak for myself the evidence will.
The powers that be and those working with them to bind and trap me to leave me destitute, are using my illegally obtained medical records and the dark arts to make sure certain individuals in positions of responsibility who also had an agenda get away with illegal acts committed against someone guilty of absolutely nothing, except that she's too mentally and emotionally unstable to appear before the judge; according to them.
They may get away with their illegal conduct, but mark my words, God saw everything. As I stated more than two years ago on another one of my blogs these same creatures stalked and cyber bullied me until I was forced to take the sites down:
"The hole you dig for me you are digging for yourself and anyone directly or remotely connected to you; in this lifetime or the next."
According to their lies, I'm mentally incompetent and therefore too sick to appear in court.
"LIES!"
Documents were signed I assume, to have all the agendas of those involved approved in the courts. And since my identity was stolen, and my email accounts hacked, it was also possible my name was used fraudulently on court documents as well as on other illegal papers to make false manipulations possible, including pretending to be me since I was never around to personally sign any of them. This sinister plot initiated by the ex and family member(s), some of whom don't even know me.
My hacked email account appeared on the dark web shortly following these betrayals not to mention so much more I've suffered at the hands of these creatures masking themselves as human beings. It has been exhausting requiring strength only Father Mother God can give me.
In all my years of being in relationships with people where the connection ended, things simply didn't work or we grew apart, then we went our separate ways. Simple! Over and done!
Not so with this narcissist ex. What I'm experiencing since having no contact with this person, leads directly back to his malicious vendetta to take me down with the help of his flying monkeys, and anyone he can recruit to give him money or to do his bidding.
Scrape away everything else and what we are left with is the underlying obvious, the face of a sore loser, Period!
The Decision to Go No Contact
This person doesn't like the word "NO". For reasons only he knows, he's chosen me as the target of his revenge. Rather than looking in the mirror for the solution, he's decided it's easier to blame me for everything that didn't work in his past, situations not working in the present, and everything that could go wrong in his future.
There is zero accountability on his part for the decisions he makes, the actions he takes, and the behaviours related to the outcome of his choices. This and nothing else is what fuels the vendetta and mission to burn the witch (what he tells everyone I am), when the truth is, he's a preacher by day and a warlock by night.
I was never a person who intentionally made or attracted enemies...until this person I rejected. Now I'm surrounded by them.
I chose to go no-contact because he refused to respect my boundaries. So many lies, so much dark manipulation. Could this be why these people have worked so hard (and still are) to shut me up; willing to go to any length to hide their secrets, and I mean anything?
It is my God-given destiny to keep speaking my truth and stand up for myself. If I don't, who will? Regardless whose feathers my truths ruffles, I will continue to stand up for myself. I will do so on the Internet and off the Internet regardless of whose darkness my light irritates. In the words of the great Martin Luther King Jr.:
“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."
Yes, I'm someone who was diagnosed many years ago with what was called manic depression, better known today as bipolar depression, which I've rarely shared with anyone, especially family members who never supported me in anything, and because I've not been in contact with any of them for decades! I've been my only solo family for myself for as long as I can remember!
What I see from all this is that some believe and took action based on this belief that it's perfectly okay to use my mental health challenge to commit crimes against me to protect their secrets and to infringe on my right to defend myself in a court of law.
Incidentally, when I say "challenge" I use that word because, despite that diagnosis, I've been able to lead a relatively normal life, working to subsidize my income. I made several attempts to start businesses that were silently sabotaged behind the scenes to keep me from finding success.
My self-represented work as a visual artist was seriously hurt due to the damage done to my reputation. Where I promoted my art in the past with no problem, now I can't even get on a platform willing to show my creations. Someone made it almost impossible for me to earn my way in life; while they accuse me of being lazy and wait for me to crawl the streets...begging.
What About the Unanswered Questions
I held a job at the Canadian Mental Health Association for 6 years. As their main internal mail courier I was a trusted employee. Furthermore, I volunteered my time, talents and energies to help others manage their mental health since I could relate to them.
As an art instructor and an alumni of the Recovery West (CMHA) program for over 4 years, I gave of myself in the position of peer support for many in recovery helping them to manage their mental health issues through the creative process. Never did I whine or ask for anything in return. I simply gave back and there were never any problems. More on this...
I have in my archives, written testimonies from various staff members and program members at these same organizations describing my 'model' reputation and contributions over the years. And yet, someone or a group of individuals took all that away from me without provocation. The people I spent most of my time with over those six years were like genuine family to me...until now.
Why would anyone do this to someone who did nothing to them but help them? I took my medications, stayed to myself and stayed out of trouble to this day...until one day, I dared to reject someone:
"I said 'no' to someone"
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| Too many questions |
- How does anyone excuse any part of what I've suffered as being a justifiable excuse to get away with crimes???
- Why keep me for years as an employee in organizations I've worked with or as a screened volunteer if I'm seen as a mentally incapable emotionally unstable person???
- Why did no one reach out to make sure justice is being served???
- Why treat the victim as though they are guilty or as though they are the alleged perpetrator???
- What was the real reason the ball was dropped in my case???
These are just a few of the questions needing answers for me to make sense of how the verdict was handled. The so-called legal system in Brampton that oversaw this case needs to do the right thing.
Answer my question: On what grounds did you decide I didn't deserve to be heard? My mental health?
Could the reason why no one stepped up to the plate of justice be because of the parties involved behind the scenes???
It is safe to say this article could place me in greater danger than before since I've been speaking about this for years, refusing to back down. Be that as it may, I'm no longer of the mindset where people can intimidate me. It's too late for that. Thanks to those who bullied me in the past, I've grown past being made to cower to someone's scare tactics.
Yes! I sometimes struggle with depression, but I did nothing wrong to deserve the way the case involving me and my ex was, in my opinion, mishandled, contributing to the pain and suffering, and the PTSD I've experienced since then.
I am here in my right mind speaking from my heart not just for myself regarding misconducts against me regarding my mental health, but also for those who are capable members of society living with depression and other mental health-related issues who have been abused and mistreated on the basis that he / she is mentally unstable and therefore incapable of taking care of themselves.
Initially, I did experience feelings of intimidation and shame, because people who did not have my best interest at heart gained illegal access to what I thought were private medical records, I mistakenly thought were protected by the doctors I trusted.
I couldn't help but wonder if money was the culprit behind that too. This knowledge initially caused me to hide away in fear and submissive silence, because I concluded; that if a person can't trust his or her doctor, whom can they trust?
I used the passing of time coupled with divine guidance (prayer and meditation) to help me transmute these negative thoughts into useful energies which in turn empowered me to take a stand for me.
I rely on the Most High God and my strong Faith to provide me the strength and courage needed to challenge the odds and structures that should have come to my aid but chose instead to serve and support the perpetrators.
I know who you all are and the role you've all played in coming after someone you know good and well did nothing to deserve what y'all put me through. Now you get to follow this digital fingerprints to your exposure or choose to do the right thing to repair what can be salvaged.
Maybe even confess, since the truth is eventually going to come out anyway?
Speak with a trusted authority if you're not in a position of authority yourself. Put your conscience to rest so you can sleep again and lessen your karma. Do it before it's too late.
To others reading this article who took part in coming up against me, whether it was for money or something else. Perhaps you got involved because you don't know me and therefore don't give a f*k? One day you will... Nuf sed. —Joan A Brown
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Links Source:
Gang Stalking: https://en.wikipedia.org
Victim Services: https://www.vspeel.org/
Smear Campaign: https://psychcentral.com/
The Dark Web: https://sopa.tulane.edu/blog/
Mental Health: https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/
Cyberbullying: https://kidshealth.org/en/parents/
Flying Monkeys: https://www.narcissisticabuserehab.com/
No Contact: https://www.cosmopolitan.com/
Bipolar Depression: https://www.webmd.com/
Martin Luther King Jr.: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/
CMHA: https://cmhapeeldufferin.ca/
Recovery West: https://cmhapeeldufferin.ca/
PTSD: https://www.mayoclinic.org/
Digital Fingerprint: https://encyclopedia.kaspersky.com/
Karma: https://www.webmd.com/balance/what-is-karma
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